I believe that knowing how to be a man or a woman is challenging most of the time without a strong model in one's life.
I believe the genetic and hormonal disfunction it's due to ancestors trauma which came to the deadline.
Purging the ancestors trauma in a life of discrimination it is to be done by the bravest individual in the blood lineage. In this case you should wear this burden with pride.
The understanding of alternative and more healthy ways of learning,healing and purging from the trauma would take a a greater responsibility and self love for the inner child.
Not only body mutilation is sign of weakness and disconnection from the soul but psychologically is loss of control issue.
All we do is learning in this life so each step no matter how small or wrong will take us to expand our wisdom!
Peace ✌️ and love 😍